My last canon event had me binge drinking myself into blackouts for a year. I never liked alcohol until I wanted to feel anything but the misery.
I'm not an alcoholic anymore, and survived an attempt on life. It's taken my ambitions, so I can't promise ya'll anything. I make 3D models, but ain't motivated to show 'em. I've been happier living in reality after losing 60lb's, quitting alcohol, picking up a gym, and volunteer lots. Surviving the American economy with my partner and family's the priority.
I feel like a consumer, not a creator, so life first until I feel ready again. Sorry for the inconvenience.
